Yeah, so two nights ago I had a panic attack. They're becoming kinda frequent, which sucks butt, but what can ya do. I'm obviously fine by now. Cheery, in fact. Even though the problem in the first place still exists. Here's a snippet of what I wrote in an LJ post that night that ended up being long and incoherent (so I removed all the paragraphs after this one):

( Call the waaaaaambulance! )

Hmm... well. I dunno. The rational answer is: If I think it's a problem, work on it, right? So, yeah .___. As I expected, I feel silly about it.



Been meaning to talk about it for... ever xD; But have you all seen the Ep of Love Love Aishiteru with Shingo in it? OMG, hahahaha~!

( Hahaaaa~! )

I randomly thought to do this because I found my first iPod recently and when I looked at the stuff I had on it (It was a first gen, so this was so so SOOO many years ago! Middle school :O!), there was a bunch of Tomoechan's music! xD; "Shopping A-Z" and "Ultra Relax" were like... my favorite songs! Also found a buttload of TOKIO (from before knew about Johnny's, even!), and Shiina Ringo~!

While finding those crazy nostalgic songs, came across the best vid ever xD



"OH LOOK! It's a Buddhist present because there's nothing in it!"



HAY OMG LESS THAN A WEEK UNTIL J TOUR BEGINS!

PARTYYY~!

Stolen from silentchord ♥

A Year In Pictures Meme

Post a picture that you posted in your journal from each month, describe it if need be and remember the fun times.

( EAT SKIN. )

Ahhh.... but it was interesting going back and looking at every single one of my posts from this year! Especially because I've lost 30 lbs! I really couldn't tell by looking at myself in the mirror. I can tell now from looking at pictures of myself from February when I went to NYC to see Sho. I still have a ways to go before getting to the proper weight for me height (I'm quite short; 5'), but all in all, I'm proud of myself :]

I love pretty much all of it! KinKi has a sound that's really exclusive to them, I think! Like their songs really have the same aura as them. And it all really matches the season, I think. Waahhh~! I was really disappointed that they didn't write any of the songs (since they're both really talented with writing/composing music), but this album is solid, and beautiful! I'm not the type to be like "It was amazing!" if I didn't think it was. For instance, I never like their edgy music... but this album is filled with ballads, which I think suits them best (need less to say, Secret Code is kind of the odd duck of the album. Ballad ballad ballad ska ballad etc xD).

I can't decide which is my favorite yet! I really really like most of them! Aisde from the three singles (which I adored!), I think my favorites are: Ashioto, Missing, Kaze no Sonnet, and Ai ni Tsuite. Haha, I don't give a fuck, I think Missing is ADORABLE. I can decipher pretty much everything they're singing and the song is cute so... whatever, haters! Kaze no Sonnet is beautiful, omg. I think it might be my favorite, but I'll have to listen through the album a few more times (which won't be a problem. I'll probably listen to it a hundred times in the car over the next few weeks). I really love the pan flute (I've been mulling over buying one for some time now), so I'm always attracted to songs with it in them. Ai ni Tsuite is too, omgomg. If I were to include singles, Yakusoku would inch ahead of the others though.

Random. but...



Tsu's eyes are almost painful... :'( I kind of love this pic.

I was beginning to think I'd never see Bearbear again T_____T;;; They neeever schedule us together anymore (probably because we're Chatty McChattertons...). Tonight he came in and this convo took place.

Me: So, I lost like 4 pounds in New York..... and now I think I've gained like 10 xDDD
Bear: Aw... I thought that was going to have a happy ending....
Me: Like what?! "AND NOW I'M SKINNY" ??? xD; I think you can see evidence to the contrary with your own eyes.
Bear: Well.. I lost 4 in New York... then lost another 5. I don't know why...
Me: I BET it's because I'm on my period. You always get skinnier when I'm on my period.
Bear: You know, a part of me just came....... to see if I still have a job.
Me: DDDDD8;;; That pause was so unsettling!

LOL. ILUSM Bearbear, why does the world wish to keep us apart?!!!!

Oh, btw! I forgot to mention, Chris asked me the other day what my last name was, and when I said it was Anderson, he lolled and was like "Do you realise you and Jer have two of the most common last names ever AND they're both in the matrix?!"

Yes, I noticed that like years ago xD;; Our near-constant bickering is fate, Bear.

OMG AND OTHER AWESOME THING FOR THE NIGHT, I'M A TREND SETTER OMG xDDDD;

Honestly, I don't know if I actually set the trend (most likely not, lol! No way one comment could garner a 21% margin xD)... but it's amazing that it happened after I mentioned it. Not a whole lot of people responded to my comment months ago, so I never expected it to catch on. Maybe someone saw it and posted the suggestion elsewhere? Idk, but whatever the case, I'm super excited this happened and I hope it continues!



I've been in a great mood for the last few days. Like, supremely great. Even almost dying a few times (my car is such a hunk o' junk), and lots of other crap won't get in my way now. For the sake of keeping the lulz going, HERE: Have the funniest picture ever taken. Like, I can't even look at it for too long, because it causes this involuntary face-palm reaction.

( Daisy duke overalls. )

Oh, early 90's... ilu.

ETA: PS!!!

Thank you, naoyuki_xx for the shiny gift! You're always such a sweetie!! >w<♥

The number one lame thing for me right now is my goddamn job. I was put on "probation" because I can't get people to buy discount cards or sign up for this magazine subscription program. I work in the cafe! Why on earth would someone want to buy a $20 discount card with their $4 coffee??? It's so hard to argue people into that. Luckily I managed to have someone renew theirs the other day, and the my dad got a magazine from me. On top of that, they're now watching the security camera footage every night, not to moniter customers, but to watch everything the night crew does. Big Brother, much? They're going to start rationing the amount of free water we're allowed to drink soon, I bet. This job used to be awesome, and I still love my coworkers, but it's becoming ridiculous, the conditions we're working in.

Err..... there was something else that sucked, but now I can't remember what it is. Haha, oh well!



So, I decided a while ago to go through and download all the subbed SMAP stuff I hadn't yet watched.

( Capspamage~! )

Okay, that's enough spam for now :P



Also, I did the below meme last night when I was really emotional, so it's a bunch of sappy blather (but I meant all of it!). I'll probably add some actual tangible goals eventually...

【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】

Oh, also! For the past few days I've had this on repeat! It was on an ep of Oprah that my mom saw, so she told me to download it. It's Andrea Bocelli featuring Mary J. Blige singing "What Child is This?" It's really beautiful! I have a LOT of Andrea Bocelli's music, but this duet was great and unexpected! It gets great towards the end! Love it! I'm not even religious, but you cannot deny the beauty of such passionate singing!

{This is a post that should have been made like two weeks ago >___>;;; Sorry, I've been having some RL stress issues which I'll talk about soon, maybe. You can see from the stuff I crossed out that I've had a good lot of this all typed out for a while now... but... *sigh* I've been too lethargic to post. Post-Shingo blues, maybe?}

SO! I've come back from the musical. My ~~Life Is Good~~ meter is at 11. Seriously, I'm kind of still grinning and it's been nearly three four hours is the next day well, a while since it finished. I'll talk about it soon, but first let me talk about my loverly trip to New York City (which isn't technically over, lol).

Once we arrived in NYC, I did my best to remember how to get to Penn Station and we managed to only get really caught up on the process of buying Metro Cards (we're from a pretty rural area... so... yeah, we're dumb). Luckily a really nice guy who worked in the station helped us out... even when we couldn't figure out how to put the cards in the machine properly. Kind of embarrassing, but oh well, we'd never see the guy again... right?!

( ADVENTURE! )

Today The next day we woke up and sat around for a while cuz Bear and I are lazy, and then headed to China town to buy cheap ripoffs :D! We actually used the subway this time, obviously xD; I got a pretty cool shirt, a bag, and some blue wayfarers :3 It was raining all day.... and my hair responds VERY badly to any moisture in the air, so after coming back to Times Square and eating Gyuudon at Yoshinoya, we stopped briefly at the hotel to drop off our stuff and for me to re-straighten my humidity-poofed hair xD; Then it was off to the musical!



( ADORBBBB. )



That night we stayed up pretty much all night long watching a disturbing abuse movie, watching a disturbing eating disorder documentary (Polly died! D:), and then I remember getting about two minutes into Fred Clause before falling asleep at around 5 am. I woke up the next morning and realized that my arm was hanging off the bed with my biceps at full extension for HOURS. So the muscle in that arm was torn apart. So, let's recap. Blisters on my blisters on my feet. Pulled calf muscle. Pulled bicep. New York destroyed me.

Since check out was soon after we woke up, we packed and said bye bye to our hotel and went back to the airport. Making our way through the airtrain station, I failed to put the Metro Card into the turn style properly AGAIN. After figuring it out, Bear and I hear "Did you have a good time in New York?" It was the guy we failed in front of the first time =_=;;; We're such flashy dressers, that I guess he remembered us xD;;; I managed to answer with a flustered "Ah! Yes! Hahahahaha..." before we both ran away, simultaneously cursing our luck.

At the airport, while we were standing outside, the cabin attendant guy from the flight from Richmond happen to be eating his lunch and also remembered us. Standing out is fun sometimes :3

And then we flew back to our normal lives in Virginia~



That's a bird's eye view of where I live! Pretty, huh?

And that's that. Sorry it took so long to say just that. I've been kinda... emotionally blah lately. I might get fired... and then a bunch of other personal problems. Basically, yeah... well. On the bright side, I've been drawing a lot lately. The bad news is my scanner is still broken :/ *siiiigh* I'll see if I can fix the damn thing tomorrow.

I promise I'll post again soon to actually update y'all on things going on in my life NOW, lol. Nighty night guys.

Tomorrow... well, err.. today I will be leaving for New York! I apologize for and am aware of the fact that mentioning this very small trip so often is a little absurd... but as I mentioned long ago when I was still just considering it, any decision I make is a really really big thing for me! Ahahaha, I even panicked over it randomly a couple of days ago ~_~;;; I mean, it's three goddamn days! What's so hard about three goddamn days? :/ But somehow, for me, it is. Even when I'm certain that everything will be fine, I still manage to flip shit for no good reason *sigh* Luckily I have my most favorite JerBear to drag along with me~! He's been so understanding, and we are now both mucho excite!

ANYWHO! If I catch any glimpses of the elder 4 members of SMAP who will supposedly be there, I will tweet y'all up something fierce, I promise!!!



On a random note, last night when I was struggling to sleep (with very little success) I decided to watch some Endli stuff to soothe my nerves a bit. Bad idea to watch Rainbow Wing because instead I ended up crying. Like, for real crying. I don't even know why it happens. Something about this particular perf always moves me. Like, towards the end, around 5:20. Gah, he's so passionate, I just cry every time. I really recommend this vid in particular, at least starting from the 5 minute mark. Maybe you'll see a little of what I see in him.



Night everyone! I may or may not post while I'm in NYC, considering we have a million plans! xD; If not, I'll talk to y'all soon! Ridiculous words coming from a Richmonder: Let's hope I don't get mugged (In Ric, it's more like "Let's hope I don't get mugged... today").

So! Two days ago I went to go print off all my jank for the trip, and as I was printing, I suddenly got an error that.. the "carriage" was messed up in my printer??? D: What the fuck is the carriage? So now my printer won't do a damn thing, including scan! D'X And I was going to scan silentchord 's b-day present right after that!!! So the next time I get a chance to do so will be after the trip when I can figure out how to fix the stupid thing >:{ laf,n,sn sjfnsendlvndin this is always the luck I have! D'''''X



On a pretty cool note, though, I had an interesting dream last night!

( Sorry for not ordering the lobster, Mr. Fancy Pants :[ )



So I got called into work today, which is very good because, thanks to the NYC trip, I was only supposed to be working two days this week, so now I at least got three :3 Manager on duty was Jake... so you know how THAT goes. Put Jake and I in the same room, and our imaginations pretty much get the best of us and little to no work gets done at all because we're too busy talking about cheetah polo, slutty pies, etcetera etcetera. Today we really outdid ourselves by deciding it would be a great idea to stuff a dead human body with sawdust to use for any number of purposes. At first I thought of it to keep my bed grooves even without over-warming it... but then it started to take a turn for the weird.

Me: You could throw it out the window if your house caught on fire, then jump onto it!
Jake: OR! You could wrap yourself up in it and escape that way!
Me: Think of all the possibilities!
Jake: If all your underwear is dirty, you could tie it up around you as a makeshift diaper!! :DD!!
Me: :DD!!!

So, as always, we needed to share our brilliant ideas with Bearbear, who was thoroughly confused/appalled.

Bear: I would NOT want a dead body wrapped around me for underwear! :/
Me: What?! Well, it has to be dead first! Would you want a live human being strapped to your butt?!
Bear: .......
Me: ... Don't answer that.

.... |D

But now all I want to do is draw a cartoon about a person who keeps a dead, sawdust stuffed human for a friend/multifunctional tool. I'm so lazy though. No matter how many ideas I have, I'll never become a real cartoonist xDDD;



Since this is a really boring post, and I feel like most of you friended me for my awful photomanips, I decided to whip something up right now that I was thinking about in the car today.



Sweet dreams, everyone :D

You know what I mean?

I woke up at 3:30 in the afternoon today with a god-awful headache, so I sat downstairs all day, occasionally napping DX;;; It still hurts, but it's getting a bit better. Hopefully tomorrow it will be gone =_=;;;

ANYWHO. I'm also the worst ever because I wasn't able to post on silentchord 's b-day D: In my defense, the HTML kept getting all fucked up and made the entire post one line, stretching the page like forevers. SO to make up for my big failure, I painted a lovely picture. It's still drying, so I'll post it a bit later♥

Until then, I've stolen this meme... from, like... everyone on my flist xD

( Lovelove )



SO! I was sent an email about Talk Like Singing this morning. I was under the impression that it was entirely in Japanese, but apparently it's a mix of both Japanese and English..... which means adorable adorable lulz may lie ahead. An entire two hours of Shingo sining in sorta-kinda-English??? At least we're all familiar with it! :D Can't wait!

Nagase nomming down some cake! Cuz it's his b-day too, afterall! A big delicious 31 year old! He's aging to perfection, I'd say! 8D Also, happy birthday to ulchick418 ! It would be impossible for me to find a shiny MiyaKen picture to post as your bday present, since you'd already have it.... but many shiny MiyaKens to you anyhow! Like.. popping out of cakes nekkid or something! xD idk.

I'm so so thankful to everyone who wished me a happy birthday! I couldn't hope for a better flist in the world! Y'all are all so important to me; Not even a smidge less than my friends I get to see face to face on a usual basis. Even if the computer screens or entire oceans separate us, I'm truly thankful to have you all! I hope this didn't sound sterile or fake, because I mean every word. I love y'all, sincerely.

.......Which brings me to something important. I was really mean to Bearbear today for totally selfish reasons. Directly after you left, I felt like a real bitch and wanted to apologize, but I didn't think texting you would be enough and neither of us can stand the phone, so.. I'm really really sorry! I was in a bad mood and shouldn't have taken it out on you and I'm pretty ashamed that I just let you leave town without me having apologized first. I thought about what if you were in a car wreck and my last words to you were "Whatever! Go have fun! Get drunk! >[" and felt like a major major butthead. I was selfish, and I'm sorry ;_; Even after all that, you were the first to send me a message at 12 sharp on my birthday. Thank you, Bear♥

ANYWHO. I'm going to save the last portion of that meme for another time since it's very late... err.. early and I need to sleep.

Instead I leave you with proof of my total nerdyness. I noticed one of the webkins at work looked familiar!



It's everyone's favorite spoiled brat long-haired chihuahua, Pan!! xD;

It'll be my 21st b-day (for those who are not from the US, 21 is the legal drinking age here), but I have to work till midnight on a one-day-sale D8; On top of that, I've also started my period and I feel even weaker this time 'round than usual T^T;;;; Hopefully Nagase will get drunker than I! :<

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

( Long, but amazing! )

My very favorite. When I first read this, I cried. I'm very much an idealist in that I'm extreeeemely against war. Which brings me to another quote I love:

"War does not determine who is right - only who is left."

I wonder what I'll post next time.... My fancy is pretty damn ticklish, I gotta say.



KINKI J ALBUM KINKI J ALBUM!!! I'm so excited! It feels like it's been so long! *W*;;;; I'm a little disappointed that none of the songs are written by them, though, but I guess neither of them really have time for that since Koichi is probably busy with his own album and junk and Tsu is always busy with this or that.

Ngl, when I saw that one song was named "Little Wing," I got REALLY excited thinking maybe Tsu did a cover of Jimi Hendrix's song of the same title (because Tsu seems to be very influenced by him), but it looks like not :( BAWWWWW.....

Which makes me all the more eager for K Album ^^;;;; everyone is anticipating it to be completely made up of songs they've written together, and that would be amazing! They've mentioned that it's something they want to do, but like I said, I feel like they're just too busy right now to really get together for something large scale like that. But I wholeheartedly look forward to that day! :DDD



EDIT: I forgot to mention! So I had my first appointment with the psychiatrist on Wednesday :O! Hmm... I think it went normally? xD;;; Just a bunch of icebreaker questions and blahblah. I was very nervous and wringing my fingers the entire time, though ^^;;;; Well, it's a new situation, so... meeting new people and going new places is so terrifying for me DX; Well, I guess that's a good reason to be there xD;

There were books about Panic Disorder laying everywhere .___.;;; So of course, instead of worrying about my own problems, my mind was elsewhere ^____^;;;;;;;;;;;;;; But then, I don't have to be on a stage in front of thousands of people either :P I only have to hyperventilate over small things like driving on the highway, going into a crowded mall, and talking on the telephone.

.... Wow, I'm such a loserrrrrr :[

I so badly need moneys...

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

Even though I'm really the independent type, even I dream of getting married one day :3 I've always known that it could never ever be a normal, traditional wedding, though. Recently I found this video, and it was such a cute idea! I want to do something like this. But I plan on wearing a poofy ballgown like this one or this one designed by Becky♥♥♥ So it might be difficult to dance xD



Cute, huh? I mean, it's not like expert choreography or anything, but they looked like they had a lot of fun, haha :3

I'm back, hahaha~! I've had an INTERESTING few days! But first, meme!

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

KARMALOOP.COM

A very very cool online streetwear shop! On my days at work, I tend to wear girly stuff like minidresses, tights, leggings, blahblahblah! But on my days off I wear streetwear :3 I have a mixture lots of bright oldschool hip hop inspired clothes and bohemian or psychadelic looking clothes :DDD

Right now I really want one of the featured shirts that says "I got 99 problems, but my kicks aint one." xDDD; LOVE IT.



SO! Halloween was..... interesting.

( Poisoning, punching, and stabbing. )

Needless to say, I decided not to sleep over.



I had a pretty awesome dream last night. It was short, but still pretty hilarious!

Basically, I had to persuade my brother to watch this special about Nakai jumping a big, redneck-ish, lifted pickup truck through a cement wall! xDD;;;; We watched it. It was amazing. Nakai lived.

The end! 8D



EDIT:

OH YEAH! I meant to mention this, like, a million posts back, but.... the people complaining about NEWS's DVD cover are kind of really dumb. It's a pretty amazing nod to (or ripoff of?) Journey's album covers, which all of you should be proud of since they have some of the most interesting album covers ever :/ Quit complaining.

 

And why does that matter?! Because it's day three! Book day!

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

I couldn't think of any fiction that you'd all be interested in, so I decided to recommend some non-fiction. We're all friends because of music (Well, arguably). So I think a book that deals with music would be best!



Basically it's a study of why human beings are so attracted to music and what actually goes on inside your brain when you listen to the music and so on. It's a great book if you're interested in the scientific side of art :3

His second book The World in Six Songs is not as great, in my opinion. He doesn't focus as much on science and gets a bit of a big head. But between all of that, there is some interesting information.



I'm going with my old stand-by for Halloween!



Jake Blues~!

It's time for day two! I'm sure you're trembling with anticipation.

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

EVERYONE IN JOHNNY'S. PLEASE LISTEN TO NAKAI.

Regarding hairstyles:



It's been over 13 years, and this still holds true! He was the only one who didn't look ridiculous in what has come to be known as the "Johnny's Perm." And even if he did... well... who gives a fuck. He's Kimutaku and you're not.

Eeeeveryone seems to be doing this meme. And there's nothing I like less than missing out on a meme everyone's doing (except those "list three things you hate about me" memes. My poor heart cannot take it!)

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six : a quote
Day seven : whatever tickles your fancy

I decided to go with an OOR song! :3



My current favorite song by them! I know I've said it a million times, but I am SO GLAD Taka quit Johnny's. Within NEWS, he would have been pushed into the background because he's not an "ikemen," despite the fact that he's an amazing singer. Even though quitting Johnny's caused a lot of problems for him at first, I'm glad. This suits him much more :3 I mean.... Can you imagine him in a Happy Bath Day commercial? :|

I was hard for me to decide between this one, Doppelganger, and Break My Strings, though.

If you like them, I have a post of their entire discography here! 83

PS - Tomoya, their drummer (and my favorite member<3) has the flu right now causing the cancelation of a bunch of their Overcome shows. These guys can never cut a break :'[ Send psychic healing powers to him!

So I had another dream :3

I was really adamant about getting into a school that was like... a combination fine arts school and performing arts school that was, for some reason, in the middle of, like, an forest. The entire school was in a gigantic tree (or maybe we were tiny people?).

I was on a waitlist though, and only managed to get in by going and begging to be admitted. The lady in the office was like, "Well, alright, but we don't have enough classes available for you to be a full time student." I told her it was okay, as long as I could stay on campus. So the office lady was like, "We have a posing class available.. and then a pornography class. Will that be okay?" Of course I was like "Noo! DDD8;;;" at which point she explained to be that it was a study of pornography's effect on culture and so on, so I accepted.

My first class didn't start until Wednesday, so I had nothing to do that Monday or Tuesday and ended up wandering around the branches and stuff. Then some blonde guy wearing a 70's-style chevron striped jacket was like, "Hey, you look lonely and bored!" and invited me to go cosmic bowling with him. So I went with him and his friends and the cosmic bowling was like... in a grotto (we were bowling on a platform above the water, obviously) that had fireflies and was all glowy and pretty.

At that point, the dream ended. It was really pretty, though. I love the whole "enchanted forest" kind of thing, hahaha.



Oh, and randomly, I found this!



xDDD;;; It's so sad.

Bascially, it shows what the two people think about each other. Tsu's is entirely "like like like like like" and Koichi's is "friend friend friend friend." TwT; Awww.... Keep trying, Tsu. He'll come around one day! He's just an airhead, is all...

I've never had a moment of comedic timing so satisfying as I did today. Let me set this up for you.

Bear and I went to the Dollar Village today so I could buy a bunch of cheap food. Like the icecream fanatic I am, I bought myself a Good Humor Chocolate Eclair bar. I'd only eaten about half of it before we'd made it back to work, so I ate the other half in one bite xD;;; So, of course, the subject of my literally big mouth came up again.

Bear: Damn! No big spoons my ass!
Me: I just don't like big spoons, okay!
Bear: I'm just sayin'. They would fit.
Me: *opens the door and enters work* Just because it would fit, does not mean I want it in there D8<
Manager: o______o;
Coworker: o______o;
Customers: o______o;

...It took a lot of explaining to get myself out of that one! xDDD;;;

Mom: What were you yelling "MOOOMMM!" about before?
Me: I wasn't yelling "MOM," I was yelling "WHAAAAT?"
Mom: To who? Nobody called you!
Me: I thought you did!
Mom: Stop being all crazy!
Me: Stop having schizophrenic children! >O
Mom: *to my dad in fake dismay* Where did we go wrong?
Me: Probably around the time you told Danny (my brother) that Santa wasn't real! xDDDD!
Mom: *temper tantrum!* THAT WAS YOU!!!! D<
Me: *runs away cackling!* xDDDDD!!!!!!

Whenever we want to annoy my mom, we bring up the Santa thing. Danny vividly remembers my mom telling him that Santa wasn't real. But SHE remembers ME telling him that Santa wasn't real. So whenever we want to be really obnoxious, we say something about how she told Danny that Santa doesn't exist. It's so funny! xDDDD;;;; I mean, neither Danny nor I was upset about Santa not existing anyway. We just wanted our damn presents xD; (in case you're wondering, this is all done in good humor! We'd never truly try to hurt our mommy's feelings for real. Jut teasing her a little X3).



The Shindoi with Naka Riisa was subbed! :D! I absolutely adore her! When it comes to female talents in Japan, I like her damn near as much as Becky, or Mizukawa Asami! I've seen her in a few things, but most recently I came to loooooove her in Ninkyo Helper! She was the timid helper who always had her hair in pigtails.

I loooove her style, well... because I really really adore gyaru style (an avid Popteen & Popsister reader xD). She's also really spunky and fun. I keep rewinding to the part where she got Sento-kun on her first try, screamed, and pumped her fist in victory xD;

( Cute caps under cut<3 )
... Ah.... I miss Shindoi T^T;;;